Is it weird that i like to?

Is it weird that i like to go stand out in the middle of the road in the middle of the night and just listen to things out side? Some times i like to put on a big coat and smoke a cig and barley ever puff it but just have it lit to add to the erry feeling i get when im out side.(its like parinoia and erryness mixed togather and idk how to explain it but i like to stand outside at night and just listen,then when i get spooked lite a cig just to add to the erry ness lol sorry im really tired.